Long and Lost. . .

I feel so like that way today-like I am losing my life as I knew it and so caught up in this other life that I so did not want. I thought it would all work out and be fine-work a few hours for jetBlue and get the flight benefits and then teach a few days a week and all would be fine. Life would move right along and run smoothly. Why would I ever think that, right? Like that ever happens in the Garcia Gang's home? NO, never!  I just wonder when I will ever figure that out. You would think that after how many years...I would come to know and love the fact that nothing I ever conjure up in my head would really ever take effect. I am ever so hopeful though and for that I think I get an A for effort. I amaze myself sometimes.

Life really is movin' right along.  We are doing well and I know that it will soon get to a pace that my body can keep up with. My mind loves going 100 mph faster than my body. I am really feeling the effects of age and can't believe that I will soon be almost a half a century old. That is mind-boggling. I just can't wrap my fingers around that thought. Lookin' forward to the summer days and no more working long days and then nights. Yes, teaching is rewarding and I will have to admit that I can't find one thing about booking a flight for someone rewarding but the benefits of flying are much better rewards than 950 kiddos trying to work on a powerpoint slideshow or trying to get into the internet and the server is down and no one can log on.....hum-should we weigh those two? I knew the answer to that one! Feelin' groggy and tired after a long day on the computer. Need to retire for the night. Stay tuned for the next saga on the Garcia blog.........