Let the doors open and I want to see what's on the other side-is it always greener there? is it sweet and breathtaking there? or is it really all the same...just different?
Yes I am. I am so dreaming of the day I can just sit and read all the other blogs and scrapbook and keep up with mine. I have been taking lots of pictures lately so eventually I will catch up with them. SO much goes on the last few weeks of school. I always feel like a ton of bricks hit me smack in the middle of my face. And it was no different this year-especially with working. Even though it was suppose to be part time it felt like it was full time. I totally enjoyed it and everyone knows how much I love being at the computer, so teaching young children to work and learn on them was awesome for me. But I don't know-I think everyone is at a different phase in their life at a different time and I'm not sure that is what I am meant to do now. I just don't have the stamina to keep up with life at this age at the pace I have always been used to. I wish I could snap my fingers and it would change and be the way it was when I was 35. I loved life more than ever then. Everything was what I was dreaming for and hoping for in life. Three beautiful children all happy and doing well, a nice home, a great job-actually working and doing what I am passionate about-creating and saving memories. Then it all began to fall apart. My mom was diagnosed with cancer, we sold all the scrapbook companies that I was involved in, a car accident didn't help, we moved {by coice} to a new neighborhood, which meant new schools, church group, friends, etc. Life hasn't been the same since and it has been 7 years! I do have so much to be grateful for though. I can't complain one bit-when I add in a few more entries you will see why-we will all be grateful for everything we have. I do have a beautiful home and three healthy, happy children, a stable husband with a great job and I'm ALL DONE with school this year. Almost three months to chill and enjoy life.....let's hope that life is good to us all summer long.
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